Taking the Long View, of Sorts

At some point, all healing injuries reach the point where physically, it's tough to discern if the body is actually completely healed or if the pain has subsided, while the actual healing needs more time to continue. Many times, the end of pain of discomfort truly marks just the halfway point of the healing. Like your body is saying, "OK, the fire is out, but it's still smoldering." 

I have no idea if running injuries are significantly different than other sports injuries in this respect, but I doubt it. At some point your body is OK enough to function without pain, but maybe not OK enough to function at running or jumping or absorbing tackles, etc. 

That point int he healing process is probably the riskiest, as it's very easy to give into the temptation of "well, it's been 3 days and it doesn't hurt. I'm sure 3 miles today will be OK. Just three miles..." I mean, maybe for some people this approach works out and they run 3 miles without any trouble and  that's that. I'd guess for more of us, myself included, this is merely our mind playing the role of The Empire at the Battle of Endor: lure us in with the appearance of normalcy, only to spring the trap ("It's a trap!") and bring the pain back about a mile into the run. 

That was my main concern following a frustrating week where my knee/upper leg hurt, but not terribly and felt fine after two days, only to then hurt again after I ran last Friday. Obviously, my mind had laid the trap and I'd fallen right into it, like Admiral Akbar and the rebel fleet. So, I resolved to shut the whole thing down for a full week, committing to not running again until this recent Saturday. My hope was that since the pain wasn't severe, I hadn't been quite stupid enough to create a much worse situation for myself right at the best running time of the year, and that a week of rest with some stretching and icing would provide the break needed to heal fitfully. 

Thankfully, I can report that at this point, that seems to be the case. After two short, easy runs this weekend of 3 miles apiece, the leg feels OK and I've had no pain during or after each run. I had just a touch of stiffness yesterday after the run, but I iced the spot and stretched my calf muscles out and used a foam roller that my wife got me for my anniversary (awesome!) and that helped tremendously. 

Today, I did the same route: a bit over 3 miles. I started at an easy pace but the leg felt really good so I gradually dropped my pace until I was around 8:30 or lower (my pace averaged 8:45 per mile for the 3+ miles) to test it a bit more. No issues at all, which was a huge relief. 

So, that discipline of not trying to deviate from the plan and jumping back into running mid-week seems to have paid off. I'm still going to my sports medicine doctor appointment on Tuesday for a couple reasons. First, I made it a week ago, so I might as well keep it. Second, I want to be sure, after describing the pain and the recovery, etc., that there's nothing else I should be doing or no other possible injury I should be considering. Better safe than sorry. 

Now, I've mapped out a gradual return to where I was before the injury, minus the foolish speedwork. Rest tomorrow (Monday), then 4 miles on Tuesday followed by rest on Wednesday, etc. I'll plan on a short 7.5 or 8 miler next weekend, and if all goes well, will be back working toward increasing my mileage more gradually after that. The biggest shift will be largely abandoning the speed workouts for now. 

I'm going to just live with being a bit slow for a while, especially since I need to gradually increase my mileage for my planned major race target in May of next year: the Flying Pig's Skyline 3-Way Challenge. The challenge is to run the 10k and 5k on the Saturday of the running festival in Cincinnati, and then either the half or full marathon the next day. I'm going to do the half, obviously, but that will still be a bit over 22 miles of running in less than 24 hours, so my winter will be spent getting my endurance up to the point where I can aim for fast (for me!) times in all three races. I don't want to just survive those races; I'd like to tackle them in good shape. 

All of which is to say, navigating this niggling injury such that it doesn't become a more significant challenge to my running in the short term is key. I think taking the week was the right thing to do for sure; now I just have to stick to the gradual increase in training to make sure I avoid any setbacks. 

A Very Odd Injury

I delayed writing a week in review post not for any bad reason, but because I wanted to have enough time to fully go through the last four or five days because it's been pretty mystifying from this sore knee standpoint.

So, my general plan had been to to rest on Thursday and then do an easy 5 miles on Friday. On Thursday, the knee felt OK. Only the occasional bruised feeling and only at seemingly random times. In other words, it might twinge when I went up the steps, but not down. And then I'd go up the steps again and it'd feel fine, but then twinge when I was walking on flat ground. There was just no predictability, but I would say the discomfort was at most a 2 out of 10, so I thought I'd likely be able to run on Friday.

But then I woke up Friday morning and it just didn't feel great at all. Not like I couldn't walk on it or put weight on it, but it just didn't feel good. The twinges of discomfort were a bit more frequent, even though I hadn't done any physical activity on Thursday to aggravate it. It really didn't feel much better after I got home from work but again, discomfort probably 2 out of 10, so not bad. Just worrying, I guess. I was worried that running on it would make it much worse and risked something that would prevent me from running for a week or longer. So, I decided to take another rest day and I put some ice on it, etc.

I woke up on Saturday and it felt better, but still not 100%. Far fewer periods of discomfort but I just didn't feel totally confident. But, by the afternoon, I decided to head out for a very easy 4 miler with the intention of keeping it very slow and turning around or even walking back home if I felt significant or sustained pain.

But, it really didn't feel bad at all on the run and I made it the full 4 miles at a leisurely pace. There were maybe 3 or 4 times when I felt a bit of

Mid-Week Training Update

While the first couple days of the week were great weather, it's now been raining here for the better part of 24 hours, with a 70% chance of rain all the way to the weekend. What better sort of weather in which to hunker down and update the training week quickly.

After taking Monday off, my upper leg felt much better by Tuesday evening, so I got a good 5 miler in without any trouble. No residual soreness or anything like that, which was good.

Wednesday I came home from work and changed but as I was walking out the door, I felt a few stray rain drops and decided to check the radar to see if the rain we were forecast to get was arriving in force. About 5 minutes after I went back inside, sure enough a downpour blew through and dumped rain for about 10 minutes before tapering off. The radar looked like I had a nice chunk of, if not clear weather, then just showers in which to get my 4 miles in, so I headed out.

That went according to plan for about 1.5 miles before sure enough the skies opened up again. At one point in my run, I could look west and see downtown Baltimore about 3 miles away. But when I got to that point, the buildings were already fading into the oncoming rain and within a few seconds, I couldn't see them at all. It was maybe 5 minutes after that the skies opened up and I got totally drenched.

But at that point, I was already soaked, so I just kept going and finished the run. It really didn't get too miserable (temps were in the high 60's with little wind) until I ran back across a busy overpass.  Then I had cars going past me at 40 mph.

I definitely ran the route a lot faster than normal, though, probably because of the weather, but I definitely felt the stress in my right leg afterward. A bit of the same discomfort in my upper leg, but also some warning pains in my lower leg that if I'm not careful, may become shin splints I fear.

So, given that it's windier and still raining today, I'm not totally heartbroken to take today off. I may go ahead and bag tomorrow too and then run Saturday just to be extra cautious, as shin splints can take a devilishly long time to heal. All the more evidence that I need to take it easier than I think I do in order to avoid injury while I continue to increase my mileage.

The Week Ahead: Debate Edition!

Just kidding. The last thing I'm going to do is start filling up this space with more junk about the Presidential Election. Ugh.

At any rate, last week's training went well overall and I was really pleased with how my 10 miler came out on Saturday afternoon. I wrote up semi-detailed notes in my Running Ahead log, so check that out if it's of interest. Basically, the biggest improvement came from the nearly 2 hour nap I took before going for the run. Conclusion: More sleep means better runs. Duh.

The one down note came actually after my run yesterday. I went for a short 3 mile run just to see how my legs felt, etc. During the run everything felt OK. Legs weren't all that tired, but I felt slow, even though my watch said otherwise.

But afterward, I had a very slight amount of discomfort on what I think is the top of my tibia, on the outside of my right leg. It's not the knee. It's not in the joint (i.e. runner's knee or something like that). It's not on the side of the knee (i.e. not ITB syndrome). It's not down my sin along the tibia (i.e. not shin splints). It feels like a slight bruise on the top of the tibia. Not bad...maybe 2 out of 10 in pain, and it's only intermittent.

Doubt vs. Confidence

For me, as I ramp up my mileage and try to become a slightly faster runner, the self-doubt that creeps in whenever we do something new becomes more pronounced, second only to the physical stress required to get better. We become accustomed to seeing others do something incredible like run a marathon or an ultramarathon, and thinking, "I could never do that!". Which is a normal response, I think, to some extent. Disbelief is part of wonder in some ways. If we believed anyone could run 100 miles, it wouldn't evoke so much wonder and admiration when we see men and women do it.

But I think it's when that thought crystallizes into what we think is knowledge that it becomes doubt. We go from exclaiming, "I could never do that" to "I could never do that! I'm too lazy/overweight/busy/ etc." And then we start believing that. I know I'm definitely guilty of this and it's probably going to be a much bigger part of my training and running experience as I move past the 10 mile mark in my long runs.

For example, last week I kept having nagging doubts going into my long run. What if I can't run the whole distance? What if I run too fast and flame out? Etc. I think that definitely impacted my run to some degree, as it was overall OK, but not what I was hoping. I ran too slowly, my stomach felt bad through much of the run, and I just didn't feel confident.

And that's the interesting part: confidence and doubt are two sides of the same coin, yet you can definitely have too much or too little of each. Overconfidence can prove as costly as being too doubtful of your abilities. Yet doubt in many ways is fuel for our desire to test ourselves and our capabilities, both physical and mental. I don't know if I will be able to run a marathon someday, but I'm fairly confident with the right training I can. So I'll go do it. I doubt I could ever run an ultramarathon, but I'll go attempt that someday as well.

Doubt asks the question, "You think you can do this?"

Confidence helps us answer, "Yes. Here, let me show you."

Of course reaching that point mentally isn't quite as easy as typing it out, but that's the point and it's definitely a critical part of training for long distance running. Certainly you have to have the strength of body to run 26.2 miles or 50km or 100 miles. But you also have to be able to face those doubts and use confidence akido to turn them to your advantage.

This weekend, I'm using my long run to try and work on this confidence/doubt balance, in addition to better fueling and a slightly faster pace.

Week in Review & the Week Ahead (9/19/16 thru 9/25/16)

This was a pretty successful week for running, although I made several adjustments to the plan as the week went along. This was more to do with planning for the weekend schedule than anything else. All the data (distances, times, paces, weather, whatnot) are on my RunningAhead log.

Tuesday (9/13/16): Easy run, 5 miles. My legs felt fine after giving them the full Monday off after the race on Sunday. On Monday, I contemplated going for a run, but forced myself to stick to my plan, which was definitely the right decision. In the past, I have made the mistake of overtraining and then getting injured to one degree or another. I'm determined not to do that this time around. 

The run felt good and I ran the entire way, which was great. Weather was nice and dry and much more fall-like, which was good. The pace was a bit too fast for what I would like to see when I run "easy", but that's OK. I made the mistake of not having a snack when I came home before heading out to run, which meant I was really hungry the entire time. Reinforced that as I get faster or simply run longer distances, nutrition will be a bigger factor. 

Wednesday (9/14/16): Hill repeats 6 by ~400 meters. A solid workout, as I tried not to strain too much and run so fast that the later repeats were slow and low quality. I had a snack before going out and that helped a lot. I also had some chocolate milk when I came ba

Experimenting with Fartleks (Insert Joke Here)

I took yesterday as a total rest day, as even though my legs felt OK and probably would have been fine for a run, I wanted to stick to my original plan of taking the entire day off before running this week. I'm glad I did because while I felt OK yesterday, I feel even better today and feel totally confident that I'll be fine with my planned 5 miler this evening after work.

To follow on to my Run to Remember 11k race report, now that my mileage is a little bit higher, I'm going to integrate more speedwork into my weekly runs over time to get a bit faster and stronger and b.) see what types of workouts work best.

So this week I'm going to do some hill repeats of 0.25 mile each on Wednesday, and then try a fartlek run on Friday to vary my run pace a bit and see how that goes. I imagine it'll take me a couple tries to calibrate what sort of fartlek run is the most successful/useful for me, but over time I think it'll help me develop more speed, especially as we get into the drier, colder months.

So, my plan for this week of running (9/12/16 thru 09/18/16) is:

Monday: Off
Tuesday: 5 miles easy
Wednesday: 5+400m (appr.) hill repeats with 1 mile warm up and 1 mile cool down
Thursday: Off
Friday: 6 miles fartlek
Saturday: Off
Sunday: 10 miles long run

I may end up running on Saturday if I feel good as well. Another goal is to get up to running 4-5 days per week consistently, and eventually 5 days weekly.

Finally, I'm going to start doing some strength training on my off days, mostly things like runner-specific stretches or exercises (planks and whatnot), but also I would like to get back into yoga, which I did once per week way back in 2008-09 and really enjoyed, even though it kicked my ass. But that's an ongoing effort, so for right now, I'm labeling non-running days as just "off".